Struggles.

12 Mar

I apologize for not blogging.

Corey and I have been going through a tough time.

One of the things we have been struggling with is my emotions.

My emotions and my hormones.  I get them from my mother.  CURSE YOU MOTHER. (loveyou!)

The time I struggle the most is when I’m PMSing.  I lose control of my emotions and hormones.  They control me.  I get paranoid, I get depressed, I get anxious, I get mopey.  For one week I turn into a monster.

I’ve tried different birth controls, but it doesn’t make a difference.  I also realize it has been a long winter here in ND and that might not be helping the situation.  So, the first step I am going to try to take is to take Vitamin D every day.  I hope this will help.   If this doesn’t help, I am going to consider going on some sort of depression medicine for that one week when I struggle.

Do any of you feel like you have troubles with your emotions during that week before your period?  How do you help deal with them?  Do you have any tips?  I could really use your help.

With your advice and with talking to my doctor, hopefully I can find an answer to my problem.  All I know is I despise feeling like this and I want to be back in control.  I hope Corey can stick around long enough for me to be back to my normal self ALL THE TIME.

Random

24 Nov

I’m sorry this is so delayed.  I’ve been stressing lately and my mind just wasn’t thinking!!

Back to business.

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

I decided not to do this day because… well, I don’t want to.

So… we’ll just skip to the next day…

Day 23 – 15 facts about you.

1. I am currently reading the Janet Evanovich “Stephanie Plum” series.  Man those books can make me laugh!

2. I moved my bed and I sleep on the opposite side as I did before.  Now I have trouble sleeping.  Also, Clyde is confused and sleeps on the same side as he did before, even though that’s my side now.  Maybe that’s why I can’t sleep…

3.  My dad owned a bar while we were growing up and I used to sneak in his back room and eat hamburger pickles out of the 5 gallon bucket.  They are the best hamburger pickles I’ve ever had.

4.  Maycie likes eating my comforter.  I haven’t washed it in months because I’m afraid all of the cotton will come out.  But I’m too poor to buy a new one.

5.  My favorite pop is Mt.Dew.  I don’t drink pop very often though, so I just bring one to work with me on Fridays.  It makes me savor it even more, since I don’t have it very often.

6. I put a shelf together all by myself tonight.  And I didn’t even hurt myself… AND there was a hammer involved!! (This is a feat for me.)

7. I refuse to watch Grey’s Anatomy real time.  I have to DVR it and fast forward through the commercials.  Actually this is how I watch most of my TV.

8.  I order children’s books from Scholastic every month.  It’s a weakness.

9.  I want a nice digital SLR camera SSOOOO BAD!

10.  I date a boy.  Who is a cop. Who lives 2.5 hours away.

11.  I love wrapping presents.

12.  The only Christmas CD I listen to is Nsync, Home for Christmas

13.  I love watching Jeopardy even though I’m not very good at answering the questions.

14.  I get a real Christmas tree every year.

15.  I’m a Denver Broncos fan.

What Makes Me Happy

10 Nov

This little lady:

Doggies and Long Distance

9 Nov

Day 20-The meaning behind my blog’s name.

It’s pretty simple….

My life consists of two things.

Well, other than work.

My dogs:


(That’s Maycie cleaning Clyde’s ears, one of her favorite things to do.)

And my boy.  Who lives 2 1/2 hours away.  Hence the long distance thing.

And… there you have it: Doggies and Long Distance

Cravings and another ME photo!

8 Nov

Day 18 calls for something I crave a lot… I missed it because Corey was here.

Cravings?

PICKLES! YUM!

(Except not the sweet ones. Yucky.)

Day 19 is another picture of me.

This is one of Corey and I from about a month ago! <3

My Family

5 Nov

My family, left to right… Johnny, Me, Steph, Jared (brother-in-law), Momma.

Oh yeah, and then there’s Maycie and Clyde, too:

My celebrity crush

4 Nov

Paul Walker.

The eyes…

The voice…

The smile…

He’s cute!

Day 14 AND 15

3 Nov

Day 14- ATV show I am currently obsessed with:

Its a show on CBS and it is SOOOOOOOOO funny! It’s good to see non-skinny actors on TV!  Love this show!

 

Day 15- Item you can’t leave the house without

I would say this item is my phone.  AND tonight, I just got a new one!  We were on Alltel before, but switched to Verizon.  So… now I get to talk to Corey whenever I want (free mobile-to-mobile) AND I got a kick butt phone.

I chose the LG Ally.

I’m super excited about it!!

 

P.S. Sorry I had to post 2 days in one.  Last night I had to watch Landon and the closest I got to using my computer (instead of him opening it and closing it) was this:

Good times.

My favorite musician!

1 Nov

Today calls for my favorite musician.

I like music.  And there are a few bands that, whenever a new CD comes out, I always buy them.

Sugarland.  Little Big Town.  Maroon 5.  Lady Antebellum.  James Otto.  The Fray.

LOVE this music. LOVE.

But, right now, I would have to say my favorite musician is:

Darius Rucker.

Yes, he was the lead of Hootie and the Blowfish.  Yes, many people still know him as Hootie.  Yes, I love him.

The guy just has an amazing voice.  And he just seems like he would be a cool guy to hang out with.  I bet he’s really nice.

Happy Halloween!!!

31 Oct

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